I don't want this !!!

Read "your" blog....To whom I'm referring to is someone I thought she was my best friend...Okay!! Awkward!! Is like we're talking to each other but through blog? WTF..Funny wei ! But is at least something better than nothing.. 

This is for 'you'...

I remember the times...When we used to talk crap...Hahaha Irritate people in some way..Gossip bout them...

I remember when you were there crying and I'm there with you..And when I cried you were there too..We tried to make each other laugh..And those stupid videos we made..Hahaha..Funny !! I miss those..

I know by leaving your house the other day was so TOTALLY WRONG... I know that..DUHH...Hahaha..But I said sorry..I do rmb the line you said that day.."What's a friendship without a fight?" Maye this fight is SUPER ROCKING !! We should put this case to the court ! Hahaha..Then I kill you,you kill me..All go up heaven..! Hahaha sorry..Talking crap =D

You did not told me that you wanted to surprise me or whatever crap..

You know me sensitive kan? Pandai pandai lar cover line..

I pun susah tau? Sakit hati letting you go..Cz yr the only sister I have here !!!

Don't you get it !! All I wan is your attention,your love,if you said..

You're trying to show me but I don't let you ? 

Then what do you think I felt when you say I love you to me?

I felt FUCKING good.. *sorry for the bad words* over excited =D

You think I didn't cried last night? Cried till..Aiyoo..The whole world can hear..hahaha..

Old Klang Road only tak boleh dengar..After Ally fly here...I mampus..

=D But I cried,my face are full with tears...You think you only cry ar?

I have feelings too you know..I have a heart too..Wanna see?

I'll cut it open and show to you..Sure you'll be screaming your lungs out..I know you.. xD

I miss us...I know sometimes is my fault..Sorry..

But you seriously hurt me when you said your mom don't let you go out twice..

In my mind was "WTF,she's choosing her school friends over me?"

That's what I thought...But is not yr fault..

Its your life,you do whatever shit is all up to you...

But ugh !! Hard to explain also..Incase your wondering...

I never did try to hurt your feelings..I'm trying my best not to..But sometimes..I don't know who to believe..The gang? Or you or your real sis..Sometimes I don't know who to go to..But the moment you said you can't go out twice I'm like..Oh shit..I was so totally emo! My friends at school know that..Is like my birthday,gonna be a nightmare..Without you and your sis..? Ya..I will be smiling and drinking happily,but deep in my heart..Someone is missing in my party and that's you! 

Let's just go to the point...I don't wan to do this...

I actually HATE hurting people or myself !!!

 Why can't we just move along...! 

Hahaha...Talking crap again !! Oh no..Help..hahaha..

Sorry..Today I'm kinda hyper and jumpy..Not sure why...hate being Emo..Fed up..

Don't you think?? Hehehe...

Lately,these few days...I'm not myself anymore..Even Ally realized that..

I'm not sure what had happened to me..Is like an evil spirit is inside me..WTF??

I'm always angry,very fast sad..Sensitive gila ! 

But now I'm trying to change...

Highlight that word CHANGE...Hahaha...I'm trying though...Muahahaha...

I wonder what had happened to us..?

I did miss you..I'm not sure why but I did..So there !!I've said it..

Feel relieved ... =D

Don't always think I'm the bad one here..Or your the bad one...

We had our mistakes..I'm wrong,you're wrong..

Everyone in this world are just the same...

You're my only sis here,THE ONLY ONE...Highlight that !

Even my school friends I don't have a pet sis..Cz my point was..

Why you wanna have so many sis or best friends? Someday they will just betray you..

Bunch of bitches..But I'm not referring to you..

But all of this,I don't know when is gonna end..

Can't believe this ! SHIT!! Hahaha

Suddenly my media player came out this song :

Brick By Boring Brick

God..What does this mean..Nice song though..hehehe... =D

I don't want to be the bad guy here..Hello???

I have my life..And my relationship with ally is going down..

Cz of my selfishness..!!! OMG...

I'm f**king SORRY !!!

There...I apologized...HAPPY??? hahaha...

Crap again ... I'm a bit LOKO here..Please understand me.

I do love you..I always did..I'm so dramatic..Hahaha..

I know..I should be The Drama Queen..

Muahahaha...Okay..I don't know what to say anymore........

If you read this post..hahaha...Then "Hello"

If not...Then I also don't know what I'm suppose to do....

Now I'm confuse..Wanna say goodbye ke tak?? I sesat tau..Aiyoo..Ama ama..Mcm mana..

Is it you,is it you..? Song song....

Lalalalaa.... =D Let me see your big titis..hahaha...

Shhh...Sorry.. Ciao...Peace out...!

Agree anot? Hahaha..I do ! Funny..