♥ Our theme song ♥

Baby
I know you're hurting right now
Don't worry
I'll be your superman(no, no)

[Chorus]
I can love you like no one can
I can be your superman(superman)
just take my hand let's fly away
I promise I'll be there everyday
just close your eyes let's start to fly
I'm gonna love you until I die(till I die)
Until the day of my death to my very last breath
I'm gonna love you when no ones left

Come fly with me baby
Yeah I'm the one
With the S on my chest
Forget about your ex
He don't know what love is
He just failed the test
Plus he don't treat you right
He keeps you crying all night
See, hes like your kryptonite
I came to give you their strength
So you can leave him behind
You can start all over
Just press rewind
Cause he don't understand that you're one of a kind
So sweet, so sexy and just so fine
I will fight to my death just to make you mine
I will never neglect you
Never have time to stress you
And always respect you
Girl you like a hidden treasure
and I promise to love you
From now until forever
O para siempra mija
Right word goes here
hasta la muerte

[Chorus]
I can love you like no one can
I can be your superman(superman)
just take my hand let's fly away
I promise I'll be there everyday
just close your eyes let's start to fly
I'm gonna love you until I die(till I die)
Until the day of my death to my very last breath
I'm gonna love you when no ones left

I'm the type of guy
That will stand by your side
To wipe them tears when they fall from your eyes
I'm the one you hold when your nights is cold
The one that stays near to fight away your fears
You aint gotta be scared
See I put an end to your ex
No more beating you up (nuh uh)
Or pulling on your hair
See I came to save the day
A man like that should'nt treat you that way
And I don't understand why'd you take that route?
Look at yourself
Your beautiful inside and out
You need to drop that zero (uhh)
Let me swoop you off your feet
Cause I can be your superhero
Do you follow my lead?
I guarantee you baby
I'm all that you need
See, you can change your plans
All you got to do is call on me and I can be your superman

[Girl:]
Will you be by my side for the rest of my life?
For the rest of my life
Will you love me till I die?

[Chorus]
I can love you like no one can
I can be your superman(superman)
just take my hand let's fly away
I promise I'll be there everyday(boo you promise?)
just close your eyes let's start to fly
I'm gonna love you until I die(till I die)
Until the day of my death to my very last breath
I'm gonna love you when no ones left

[Girl:]
No ones left
Till no ones left
Till no ones left
Gonna love you
Gonna love you
My superman
My superman...


Yes..Clarence Leo is my superman (: he is the sweetest thing (:

Love you Sayang

You're the best 

I miss you so much.

MUAX... xoxoxoxoxo

Understand this people..

I've changed my blog. Made a new blog. cz this blog have many bad memories. Anyways..My new blog is www.sweet-little-bitch.tumblr.com

I know. The word bitch is there. hahaha simply :)
Aites. Take care ya'll..

Fun day with friends and Alex

To what I’m referring here is a fun day with my church friends,Michelle,Melvin and also my darling Alex. Hehe :) We all had alot of fun ! We met up in Mcdonald. opposite of Lot10 and beside Giordano. Me,Alex,Michelle and Melvin walked there from Times Square.

Then when we met up,we all went to do some Shisha. If you’re wondering what’s that. Is a tall stand and there’s a glass. Ok. Let me just upload the picture of it.

Here it is. But ours is different but almost the same. We ordered two of it. Michelle,Melvin,Alex and myself sat on the other side of the room (I guess that’s what they call it) then Shannon,Immanuel and the rest of the church friends sat the other side. They ordered Apple flavor,and we ordered Mint.

Omg. This Shisha thing,made us really high. You have to like suck it and let the smoke come out from your mouth. If you keep it too long,you’re gonna get a very bad cough. Like what happen to Mel. Here’s his reaction after Shisha

He is so blur. After he did Shisha this is what happens to him. Haha. At first e don’t like it but when he keep sucking the smoke out. He’s addicted to it. He was really funny that day.

Michelle was quiet that time. Blur as well. But Alex and me? Nahh. It was nothing for us. Haha. I didn’t took that much. I’m not sure why though.

So then after Shisha,some of them already went home. But Shannon,Immanuel,Nicholas,Alex and the rest stayed. Only the girls,Shannan and Julian went home early. We continued our trip by going Times Square to play some pool (snooker in a smaller table) *just Incase you don’t know :)

We left around 4.30 pm. And we even bought Panadol. Alex need it. He had headache because of the Shisha thing. So did I but I don’t like Panadol. It doesn’t work on me :) I know. Weird right? Haha.

So then Immanuel and the rest went home after pool. Only left me,Alex,Michelle,Melvin and Shannon. Haha. Me and Shannon wanted to play bowling so badly. So we played. Haha.

It was super super funny ! The first few shot was really bad because most of us,the ball justmasuk longkang (The hole thingy?) Haha. Especially Melvin and Michelle.

Then all went home around 9pm. Except for Shannon. He went home after playing bowling. We had loads of fun. It was a blast ! Can’t wait for the next trip :)

My sweet Anniversary :)

Today is my anniversary with Alexander Theseira. It has been 1 year + 3 months. Can’t believe can be together for this long. Longest relationship I ever had. He’s so sweet :)

I love him so much. Last night he sent me this long message (usually,he’ll just send a short one) He sent me this long msg and it was so sweet!! And he knew I liked it. Hehe. I love you da. Muahh. *Trying to cover line* :)

He’s been a sweetheart for these past few days. Like he came to my house last Saturday and he attended my Confirmation! We also played football with my family and friends,that includes Shannon (god-bro)  Had loads of fun! Til I hurt myself on the toe. Shannon and Alex got along real good. Haha. And also Russel *don’t ask who’s that* (Mom’s friend’s son)

Last Sunday,we all went to Times Square and did some Shisha ,Like I said in the earlier post. Can’t wait to see him this coming Sat..

This is our Photos Of The Day:

Hehehe. During in the Shisha stall.

On the way to church. Confirmation face :)

No one could possibly understand me the way he does. he just knows what to do at the exact time,my love life to be said it simple is Perfecto! He is always my number one and never have I felt this way before or towards another guy. Wish my boo was by my side all the time cause it makes me feel good.

I just wanna be with him all the time,no matter what kind of situation it is. No matter what,I will always love him. Always. Don’t believe then F**k Off. K Bitches? Haha.

That's why I hate exams..

Today at school,we were all having fun as usual,joking and goofing around (retards do that the best) UNTIL,our accounts teacher came in. And that’s it! We were gonna get our accounts exam results. And Sha knew it as soon as the teacher came in,she’s gonna FAILher accounts real bad.

So yes. With all the blessings of the Accounts god,Sha FAILED. Not surprise though for me :) She got 0/80 marks for the paper 2. Haha. What a JOKE! But seriously,she knew it was coming. Cause she hates numbers but she rather sit for Maths and Economy. I got 3/80. At least a something right? Hahaha xD

That’s why we’re cousins! Instead of concentrating on the teacher crapping,Sha continuednot-concentrating. Guess what? We’re right smack in front of teacher and she did not notice! WTF! That proves that old peoples are not aware of their surroundings. Don’t you think? Haha. BOOOOO Them all the way (Not my idea of saying this)

Students notice one thing which all teachers here in common! They F**king Scream! They don’t even shout but they scream. How loud would that be eh? Do they think the glass is sound-proof or something? They sure don’t care how loud they sound. Unless they’re deaf? Hahaha!!

Its senior year. Something like graduation. Instead of us concentrating on our studies and because SPM Exam is on the way,we still chilling. How bad is that? OMG.

Sha found out that teacher’s armpit hair is unplucked. (They are really long) EWWW.. Major gross. Sha’s always look at the disgusting part. Haha. Sorry for the deep info here. We got bored. I’m bored.

Do teachers and parents know how much we suffer for the 9 subjects we’re taking? DO THEY???!!! NO THEY DON’T! Easy for them to say its easy bcz last time’s exam were like so sure duper easy ! Now? Wow. And they’re like forcing us to study hard. We know what we’re doing you know!! Like OMFG. But hey,at least I still get to hang out.

And my parents let me have a boyfriend. I have the coolest parents ever! I love them ! They rock! They’re not strict. Super cool parents. Do you guys have one? Hahaha blek

Our friendship will never end..

I have the bestest friend ever..Even though we argue and fight all the time,She's always with me..She never let go and I love her for that..She always forgives me..I will forgive her..hahaha.. Always forgive and forget?? Yup..That's me...Muahahaha...

We had our moments..Hahaha..Bitter and sweet..

Is awkward when we share our feelings through blogging..But...

I do prefer that..Bcz you get to know where's your mistake right?? And also..

You get to say sorry and forgive each other..

Don't you guys think that's better?? Rather than you and yr friends...

Fight over some stupid things..

Trust me..You ain't wanna go there...Hahaha If you know what I mean..?

I love her...She love me...

That's all it matters...

But don't go thinking I'm a lesbian..?

I'm f**king not!!!

She sometimes can be funny and also irritating at the same time..

But hey ! Nobody's perfect...

I don't mind that she's irritating or ugly..As long as she loves me..Then..

I'll love her too..She's my little sis !!!

Duhh..Obviously...Hehehe..I miss her..Wish to see her soon..

Take care girl..I love you always...!!!

Always my lil' sis ! Muahh..

I don't want this !!!

Read "your" blog....To whom I'm referring to is someone I thought she was my best friend...Okay!! Awkward!! Is like we're talking to each other but through blog? WTF..Funny wei ! But is at least something better than nothing.. 

This is for 'you'...

I remember the times...When we used to talk crap...Hahaha Irritate people in some way..Gossip bout them...

I remember when you were there crying and I'm there with you..And when I cried you were there too..We tried to make each other laugh..And those stupid videos we made..Hahaha..Funny !! I miss those..

I know by leaving your house the other day was so TOTALLY WRONG... I know that..DUHH...Hahaha..But I said sorry..I do rmb the line you said that day.."What's a friendship without a fight?" Maye this fight is SUPER ROCKING !! We should put this case to the court ! Hahaha..Then I kill you,you kill me..All go up heaven..! Hahaha sorry..Talking crap =D

You did not told me that you wanted to surprise me or whatever crap..

You know me sensitive kan? Pandai pandai lar cover line..

I pun susah tau? Sakit hati letting you go..Cz yr the only sister I have here !!!

Don't you get it !! All I wan is your attention,your love,if you said..

You're trying to show me but I don't let you ? 

Then what do you think I felt when you say I love you to me?

I felt FUCKING good.. *sorry for the bad words* over excited =D

You think I didn't cried last night? Cried till..Aiyoo..The whole world can hear..hahaha..

Old Klang Road only tak boleh dengar..After Ally fly here...I mampus..

=D But I cried,my face are full with tears...You think you only cry ar?

I have feelings too you know..I have a heart too..Wanna see?

I'll cut it open and show to you..Sure you'll be screaming your lungs out..I know you.. xD

I miss us...I know sometimes is my fault..Sorry..

But you seriously hurt me when you said your mom don't let you go out twice..

In my mind was "WTF,she's choosing her school friends over me?"

That's what I thought...But is not yr fault..

Its your life,you do whatever shit is all up to you...

But ugh !! Hard to explain also..Incase your wondering...

I never did try to hurt your feelings..I'm trying my best not to..But sometimes..I don't know who to believe..The gang? Or you or your real sis..Sometimes I don't know who to go to..But the moment you said you can't go out twice I'm like..Oh shit..I was so totally emo! My friends at school know that..Is like my birthday,gonna be a nightmare..Without you and your sis..? Ya..I will be smiling and drinking happily,but deep in my heart..Someone is missing in my party and that's you! 

Let's just go to the point...I don't wan to do this...

I actually HATE hurting people or myself !!!

 Why can't we just move along...! 

Hahaha...Talking crap again !! Oh no..Help..hahaha..

Sorry..Today I'm kinda hyper and jumpy..Not sure why...hate being Emo..Fed up..

Don't you think?? Hehehe...

Lately,these few days...I'm not myself anymore..Even Ally realized that..

I'm not sure what had happened to me..Is like an evil spirit is inside me..WTF??

I'm always angry,very fast sad..Sensitive gila ! 

But now I'm trying to change...

Highlight that word CHANGE...Hahaha...I'm trying though...Muahahaha...

I wonder what had happened to us..?

I did miss you..I'm not sure why but I did..So there !!I've said it..

Feel relieved ... =D

Don't always think I'm the bad one here..Or your the bad one...

We had our mistakes..I'm wrong,you're wrong..

Everyone in this world are just the same...

You're my only sis here,THE ONLY ONE...Highlight that !

Even my school friends I don't have a pet sis..Cz my point was..

Why you wanna have so many sis or best friends? Someday they will just betray you..

Bunch of bitches..But I'm not referring to you..

But all of this,I don't know when is gonna end..

Can't believe this ! SHIT!! Hahaha

Suddenly my media player came out this song :

Brick By Boring Brick

God..What does this mean..Nice song though..hehehe... =D

I don't want to be the bad guy here..Hello???

I have my life..And my relationship with ally is going down..

Cz of my selfishness..!!! OMG...

I'm f**king SORRY !!!

There...I apologized...HAPPY??? hahaha...

Crap again ... I'm a bit LOKO here..Please understand me.

I do love you..I always did..I'm so dramatic..Hahaha..

I know..I should be The Drama Queen..

Muahahaha...Okay..I don't know what to say anymore........

If you read this post..hahaha...Then "Hello"

If not...Then I also don't know what I'm suppose to do....

Now I'm confuse..Wanna say goodbye ke tak?? I sesat tau..Aiyoo..Ama ama..Mcm mana..

Is it you,is it you..? Song song....

Lalalalaa.... =D Let me see your big titis..hahaha...

Shhh...Sorry.. Ciao...Peace out...!

Agree anot? Hahaha..I do ! Funny..

I was never your friend..

To whom I'm referring is a secret..I can't tell nobody cz I don't tell people my "secrets" or whatever..I don't do that..Even though is not important..I don't do that..Me and this person had a lot of problems and argues these days..And I wonder what had happened to us..We're always arguing about something..I can't blame that person or I can't blame me..I just can't..

Im so confused..Why do I have these kind of friends..When you're always there for them,but ending up they will dumb you when someone new came along..And I'm not talking bout "you know who" ... I just feel so hurt and sad..Can't believe that "you" will do this to me..What I did before I know is wrong..But I said.. Sorry and been asking for forgiveness..

Maybe our friendship is not meant to be...I know..that's what I feel..And I've been thinking..If I did forget "you" what will happen? All our memories just fades away..So much for my happy ending..Whatever I did,doesn't mean anything to "you"...I was never your friend..And that's true..Think back if you want..

I do miss our crap games,whatever crap we did before..Lets just leave it and let's just say "hahaha"..Whenever we think about it..That's what I'm gonna do..I always feel betrayed by "you" when I did not do that..Not even once.. Maybe there are just some friends of "you" is worth fighting for..But not me..If "you" think I'm wrong then is up to "you"..Maybe "you're" right?? I'm so childish..Even though "you" don't say it to me before..But I know..So GOODBYE my friend..Have a nice journey..Will try to forget you..

This is dedicate to my darling Alex Muahh =X

You asked me a question,What's on my mind..???
I'll tell you its nothing, And that I feel fine...
But really is you,That's pours over me..
So don't go changing your way,cause you're perfect and yes it's true..
I wan't to be everything to you,I'm giving you all my love as proof..
I wanna be everything and turn our world into something..
Let me be everything, everything to you..
With the wars of every second,It's easy to fade..
With words as a weapon,but it's safe to say...
It's really you that keeps me alive all the time..
We may walk this through, Life without trouble someday...
Don't think we won't get over it all..Cause we will never FALL !

Hehehe..Sweet eh? Just for you babe..Em..I asked this from my friend..Daniel..So when I read it,its so beautiful..So I decided to dedicate it to my boo..Sorry..I don't have the one for my own.. =D

I love my darling so much..Miss him every second of the day..Never stop thinking bout him.. Even though we usually argue...All I can say I'm sorry dear..Didn't mean de..I love you..Must always think that..Believe me,I do..Cz all you think I don't..But I do..Muahh..Always...mine yea? hahaha..And I'm always yours..

Tell me which couples have no argues? Like what Amanda said..What's a relationship with fight/argues? hahaha..I totally agree on that...

Going to this retreat..with church friends..Huhuhu..Can't send time with darling..Never mind..Still have next week..If I get through confirmation..I can get marry in the future..hahaha.. =D true what....
Hope can have fun with them all..Em..I wan to play football with my god bro..Aka Shannon Christopher.. Wee hee..And the rest of the boys...Going to this retreat with Melvin =D Hahaha..blur boy..

Ok..That's all I'm gonna blog about..Sooo..peace out ya'll..Ciaozzzz..

To my sweet and wonderful friends..

I have to admit.. I have alot of wonderful friends..Not only at school..But many other place..! Seriously..I love them all..I really do..I don't know what I'll do without them? Here's a list of all my good friends..

• My classmates (except for ex cargo)
• My church friends
• School's friends *don't ask who please =D
• Club friends (adults)

Okay..So now to my close friends (My relative + friends + god siblings)

• Michelle is always number one to me!
• Michelle's brothers > Melvin and Melrick
• Ralphy,Jesri,Mierielle,Britney, Brandon & Adorable CJ !!
• Other more lar..lazy wanna type??! =D

But then I only have the bestest friends on earth..They are the one who is always there for me when I need help and all..Especially MONEY!!! Muahaha..So here are they...

• Koshilia
• Navina
• Amanda
• Alissa
• Michelle Lam
• My babe (Alex)

These are my only friends who always supports me when I'm in trouble..Especially when I'm in trouble..I love them ! Love you guys !!! Hehehe..Always be your fatty right? Hahaha..they always call me fatty..Cz I love to eat??! hahaha..I love food...! But still sexy..Cheh..Hehehe *blush

Wanna know how me and Koshilia met? Well we met in the primary school...Since standard 2..! Cool eh..Been best friends ever since..! We calculate our anniversary ..so we've known each other for 10 YEARS!! Can you imagine that..I love her..Hahaha..Since we're like so close..We called each other Couz..We're like cousin...Is kind of awkward if we're sister..I'm white and she's not..Hahaha sorry Couz..But is true eh..She's prettier and sexier than me..I'm the 2nd version of her..Hahaha.

Yup..That's me & Koshilia..Hahaha...Long hair!!

Bout Navina..Met her from high school..Form 1..Good girls..I mean that time..So em..Michelle Lam..She's my god sis..! Of cz she's my best friend..

Next to Amanda Jones..She's the best! I mean when we're not fighting..Hahaha..I met her..I don't remember actually..She said just now..Em..We met through texting? I mean..Alex gave me her number..Then we sms ever since..Then..We met each other for the first time in Alex's house..Not that good timing..Bcz when she came to his house..I got to go home ady..Hahaha...Then we became even closer...When I surprised her on her b'day party..I told her I can't come..But actually I was with Alex on the way to her house..when I reached at her house gate..She really totally freaked out..As in surprise lar..Hahaha..We became sis ever since then..Nice story eh? Hahaha..

That's Me and Amanda..I slept at her house that night..

Baju kurung eh? Hahaha..What do you think?

Then now Alissa..Alissa is Amanda's younger sis..So we also became good friends..She's my so called daughter..I'm her so called mom..Family friends..hahaha..We met..Also through Amanda..I think? I love her...Hahaha and also Amanda..This 2 sis..Are the greatest..Alissa will always back me up when I needed her..Hehehe... =D

Like mother like daughter? Hahaha..

Moving on to Alex..He's in my list is because..I share everything with him..Love,future,sad,emo..You name it..Hahaha don't think diff here... =D He's my best friend and my lover..I get to share with him anything..He's the sweetest..Hehehe...I love him..Start lar...my crap..

Hahaha..Me and Alex..Darling..Love you..Muahh =X

These are my friends...I love you guys..Always..! Forever!!!

Thanks for being there for me..

Peace out guys !

Funny peoples...

The only funny peoples I know are Uncle Kevin (Alex's dad), my dad, Alex,Sha and many more..lazy wanna type their names..They're like funny in every way..expressions..Jokes..language..hahaha...really funny..Admire them alot..My Babe,pandai in jokes..All also he learned from his dad..Then my dad,alot of crap..he'll say this and that but none of it is true..hahaha..

I miss my friends..Now the Sesat gang is over..Thanks... *pist* WTF..Why does it have to end so quickly? Aiyoo..I miss it when we talked crap..Talked bad about other people..Cari pasal..you know? hahaha..Danced in the rain..now all going separate ways..Cz most of them broke up..Except for me and Alex and Tim..If you know what I mean..So now we have family.. The "Ra" family..hahaha...Bcz their surname is..Theseira,Perera and Moreira..So the end of the name is "ra"..My surname is Chin but I'm with Alex so I'm like part of Theseira..Weird..I know..Hahaha suddenly one Chinese girl became Eurasian? Hahaha cool ! I'm still a Chin no matter what..Okay...

Personally, I hate peoples who thinks they're PERFECT which they're NOT ! I'm referring to those people who hates me..Seriously,what is there to hate? Can't the peoples on earth be more nicer !!! What the hell is wrong with you people??!!! Aiyoo..Those people are the most lamest people..I'm like already quiet..And they're like starting back the problems..Fuck off bitches..At least I'm not a bitch...Hahaha.. =D If my daring read this,he'll ask who..And he wanna cari pasal with them.. (I'll tell you later hah boo) I mean..I don't give a shit bout you guys..Leave me alone..that's all..What the heck? People these days are so childish..By one silly mistake,they'll like make it as if you went and killed he/her family..Bunch of Dumb-ass people...ROFL... If you guys think you're better than me..Fine..More prettier or smarter than me,I don't care!! here that people? I DON"T CARE!!!! Hahaha..think lar whatever you guys wanna think..My point is to get my results..SPM result then I'm gonna leave this country..With my darling..If he wants to come? Hahaha..Won't leave him behind.. Wakaka...

I'm wondering,so long I'm with Alex..I never heard from anyone,that a girl likes him...Hahaha...weird..But in a good way..At least no bitches come and disturb our relationship..Yea..That's what I'm talking about..Not other girls will come and disturb our relationship but he's other side of the family will start rumors...Ahh..What you all wanna say I don't care..Like I said..I DON'T CARE..I know what's true and what's wrong..hahaha talking crap again..

Lately,I have this stupid sick..Which my friends told me I don't have..I was hoping they'll say yes..Hahaha..So I can skip school..But how? Got exam?! Im skipping this Sat..Got the retreat going on..Totally gonna blog about it..
I've wrote so many things in my blog..I wonder who reads it? Hahaha anyone can tell me? I'm like writing this,saying that..But nobody know..Except for Alex and Amanda..hahaha...Funny eh? Hmmm..I wanna know how long me and Alex can last? Hehehe..Sure long..right? I mean my parents okay with him,he's parents is okay with me..At least that's what I think? Lolz...i can't predict the future yet..So..Let the god make his decision...

Gtg..got to chat with Alex..MSN..Then facebook...Then sleep !! Lazy I know =D There's like some of my homework haven't finish hah? K k..I'll do that..In few weeks time...Wakaka =P Chiaoz...

Sweet day with Alex..

Last Friday,Me and my family went to Alex's house..There's like some gathering over there..So as usual..Ate some foods..Not much in the mood that day..I was pretty quiet..Scott,as usual..Called me Anchor..That's bcz I follows Alex everywhere..He's my boyfriend..Duhh..Obviously will follow where ever he go.. (not so true though =D ) Then drank some shots of whiskey + coke...Not that strong..so don't think I'm a alcoholic?! The gang drank too.. They gambled..Except for me..No money :D Hehehe...Then I played Mark's PS2..

Then we're like bored after doing those stuffs..Then me,Scott (Alex's cousin) and Ken played guitar..Scott has a book full with songs and chords..is like my story book..Eventually I don't have the time to print it all out and make it a song book..Wooot..

After playing some songs..I got bored..So we all played pictionary..Me and Alex teamed up,Scott and Tim then Joshua and Charles..then came along Marie (Tim's gf) That game is sooo funny.. !! We're like acting crap stuffs..Me and Alex won..! Wee hee..Joshua and Charles lose..Hahaha !! Sure they'll lose..Cz they can't read..! Hahaha sorry guys..Got over excited when comes to this game =D em..Around 1 plus..In the morning,dad asked us to leave I mean go home..So mom,as usual drunk..hahaha..Everyone was drunk..Alex came home with me..Spend a night at my place (not sleeping with him) bcz of my parents..We're like not allowed to sleep together..Bcz you guys will know what teen will do..But parents should like put their trust on us..Hahaha talking crap,I'd better stop..

Then the next morning,woke up at 9.30..Went to my room to check on Alex..So he's awake..Gave him a morning kiss *blush blush* Then I did my homework..That's one of the reason I woke up early..Usually around 12 plus? Yea..Lazy bum..I know..hehehe...Then did my homework..Mom also woke up at 10..bcz my aunt came to my house have to open the gate for her..Which is like so early for my mom,but luckily she's in the mood..Usually,she'll like flipped off..If you know what I mean...

Coming back to me doing my homework..Maths exercise didn't do at all! Bcz I don't know how..Then I'm so tired..I slept..Then Alex helped me do my homework..Maths is the only subject he's good at except for English..Duhh..Then I slept for like 15 mins..Then the moment Alex had finished my homework,then he went and lie down on my bed,at that time,I got up..Poor Baby..Can't even get to take his rest..Hahaha that's bcz I called him and he gave me a nice hug..Then mom cooked snack for us..On the comp..Hahaha...Played football in the evening with him..We had alot of fun..At night we went to Pasar Malam near my place (walking distant) hahaha..

Bought my earphone,and carrot cakes..! Yummy..But it was too soft..It looks disgusting but is not..Hahaha..So then..Came home..Went up in my room,was trying out the earphone..But the left side is not working,no music but the right one there is..So I'm like WTF..Kena Tipu? Pasar Malam..What do you expect? Then Alex is trying his best to help..Then something went wrong.. (ain't gonna say it here)

Around 9.30 went to my aunty's house..

Look at my face and his..hahaha...Funny faces...yea..

Argh..Hahaha..Blekk...

Love this..Hehehe =]
Here are some other pictures..

This is a picture..Of him kena raped..By me..hahaha...No lar..

Myself in the uniform..Look diff? don't you think?

Hahaha..Everyday I said t myself.."Julyn,update your blog..Make some post" Then I'll end up forgetting about it..
Yesterday went to Amanda's house..Then in around 30 mins..Went to Alex's house..His dad came and picked me up with his bike..hahaha I had fun that time =] Then Amanda and Alissa got really pist with me..Who blame them? I was at fault..I know..I left them..I'm like really sorry..hahaha..But then we settled it anyway..What is a friendship without a fight? That's what Amanda told me when I said sorry..I think =] I love them both..just them..besides Alex..Obviously..hahaha..

Can't wait for my b'day..Technically Marie didn't invite me to her sweet 16 party..But I don't care..Hahaha bcz Alex is coming to my house..So that's enough for me..Wooot...
I gtg,got tuition in few hours time..Byebye..ROFL..

Post for today

I feel so bored..so I decided to post something while I'm waiting time to past by..Anyways,I'm wondering why people these days..Are like so scary? No as in he/she is a ghost or something..I mean the rudeness..The arrogant attitude..some people are like sooo.. belagak..Minor mistakes,as if you did something really bad..hahaha..tell me is true? For example,me..I scolded one of my classmate (boy) I feel bad though..here's what happened:

I sat on hi place bcz I wanted to lepak with my friends..So then he was doing his homework..So I asked him to sit at the back..No big deal actually..Is just one row back..Then he's like showing his temper..I'm like "Nvm lar..Not always mar..Let me sit awhile" He's like so mad that I'm sitting his place..I got irritated and said "Then don't sit lar Diu!!" I pushed the chair..And went in front..I know..Rudeness..But that boy still sat the back..I really really got irritated..Feel like smashing him with the chair..

But actually deep inside my heart..I feel bad..Didn't mean to like yell at him..Or say bad words..I seriously don't mean it..Maybe temper came..So Wooot.. kena marah.. Im sooo SORRY Wai San..Sorry..Phew..It feels better after saying sorry..But seriously,not much people use this word anymore.. 'sorry'..for some people..They don't wanna let other people look down on them..They wanna get respect..But if you wan respect..you should give respect right? So..I wish the world will change into a better place where everyone forgives and forget..That would be nice..Hehehe..

Nowadays school is hell ! Alot of homework..Not only that..Activities we have every Wednesday,Friday and Saturday..WTF..I don't wan Saturday become a koko day..that's the day when me and darling hangs out at my place..Aiyoo..That's the day where everybody sleep in their own bed and rest ~!! Not wakes up at 8 in the morning..Just to attend this stupid koko..But we need marks for the sijil..Aiyoo..That's why..Why naughty before and good girl now Julyn? Why ? Now you know..

Then my legs are killing me bcz of the punishment we got yesterday.. Em.. Discipline teacher asked us form 3,4 and 5 to do the sit up and down thingy.. Not sure what they name it.. (if you guys know,post some comments) Then my thighs are hurting..So pain..We didn't wore our koko shirt so all of us gets the punishment..But is not fair !! What if we don't have money to buy? Besides..We,form 5 shouldn't buy at all..This year is gonna be our last year..Why should we buy? Seriously,is not fair..

Today,my classmates thought..Someone in my class liked me..I rather not say the name..I don't wan shit problems in my head..Some more..Many homeworks to do..I'm like hell no..I don't think he does right? I mean..well me and my friend..Counted how many times he looked at me in the class..Is around 125.. 125..At least I think he's looking at me..Not perasan shit but I'm just telling the truth..So..What you guys think? I already have a boyfriend..So I ain't doing no bitch stuff..Have affair? Hell no! But is up to you guys,what you guys wanna think about me..As long as I know what I'm doing and what is my limits..hehehe..

I only love my darling geh..He's sweet and funny..Cute..But nobody find that right..I'm talking about someone..hahaha xD Now at this moment,my darling telling me what he did at school..Funny stories he's telling me..Hahaha xD I'm like so deeply in love with him..I wonder why..What medicine he gave me? I guess the caring part..? He should answer that not me..

Ok bye bye..gtg prepare for tuition class..Oh no..More studies again..

Random stories for today.. 12/01/2010

Today at school was boring..I find it boring and alot of homework..Maths,science,Malay..Is like I'm so stress right now..Some more..Tuition at 9.10..I'm like what the heck? Alot of stuffs to do..And I'm feeling tired..OMG..Help...!! Need someone to do my homework for me :D Please? Hehehe..This Friday I'm not sure whether going darling house anot..Cz got tuition..Aiyoo..How ? I don't wan him sad sad..So I think I'll skip class..Then sat what I'm gonna do with him hah? At home? Aiyoo..

The other day I heard a Chinese boy said to his parents..Well actually wrote a letter to his parents..

"Dear Mom and Dad..I'm in well..So I hope you're in the well too.."

Hahaha funny hah?? Is like he's saying,his parents is in the well?? Hahaha doing what? My god..some more that boy is Chinese..Malay people also won't say that..Luckily I'm not pure..WTF..No offence..He's already in college..Some more can say these kind of sentence? Funny dude..Ain't gonna tell who..After that fella chop me..Wakaka xD

I wonder what will happen to me if I start tuition??? OMG..Will I even concentrate? I might..Cz at school I'm like the "good girl" hahaha..Can you believe it? Not me..Hahaha...So does my friends..I have this weird dream..That my darling bought me pack of jelly beans..The colorful ones..Is sooo yummy..Hehehe chewy..Is just a dream anyway..What I wan he'll get for me..I know that..After buying me,then must manja him sikit :D

At school,I told my classmates..My b'day is coming..Next month..Hahaha 23rd...Wooot...17 man !! Wow..That fast..But I prefer that way..More freedom for me...Hehehe..I wan't a BIG teddy bear !!! Or doggy !! OMG..I fucking love dogs...especially puppy..Who doesn't ? I'll whack that fella..Hehehe...Miss my darling lar...

Oh and I'm wondering..Why some people have to be jerks? I mean..Why can't someone stay true to one person? Like my darling..hehehe...He is true..I know that..I believe him in everything..Just that some bitches..are just so bitchy..hahaha..."Siape makan cili,dia rasa pedas..." Is real what...Staying true to one person is not that hard actually..Unless he/she whacks you or scolds you or doing something bad behind your back..So there's a reason to break..But if not,why can't they be forever? Love is complicated..Is a challenge actually..If you say that you love her/him..Don't lie..If you said forever,don't break that forever..Is hurting you know..Seeing my friends go through all this..Especially when you're not single...Is weird..Hahaha..

So to those people,if you love him/her,stay true..If you think you guys won't last..Then don't say those 3 wonderful words..Don't turn it into something that girl/boy doesn't wanna use it anymore..Cz some people just wanna stay true to you..They can't is bcz you guys doesn't wanna let them..Hope no hard feelings in all this..Hahaha..Many people say I should be a counselor..Wooot...I don't mind..Hehehe..

Here is a picture of me and..

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Me and Darling at my family gathering..hehehe..He always make funny faces..CUTIE !! Love him..Aiyoo..Now missing him pulak.. :D

Hey got to go..Gtg to sleep...Nap time for me...Bye bye :P Peace out.

Outing with friends And Darling xD

9/01/2010..
Me and Sesat gang went to Midvalley :D We had alot of fun..Watched Alvin and the chipmunks..So cute..I mean the fury chipmunk.. Hahaha Especially Theodore..Hehehe the most chubby one in the band.. :P So then we went in around 4.30 plus.. Bcz the movie starts at 5 so we went in earlier..Hahaha..Lepak (hang out) right? So then..We took some pictures before the movie started..

I don't know who took this anyway :D

OMFG...Look at my face??? I look like I'm gonna eat someone... :D Ear popped out.. Huhu...

This I like..Hehehe...You still can see some one's hand was up :P

Yup..Me and darling...Aiyoo..Why my face like sooo weird?? WTF..Ear always come out..??

I know that is not that bright but I love this..Cz is the only picture..which I don't look ugly..Hahaha :P

The movie was funny and okay..And You guys know that the name of the show was Alvin & the chipmunks right? Guess what their girlfriend name was? The Chipettes..Hahaha Might as well don't put chipmunk..They should put Kotek..hahaha..Sounds wrong? But is funny eh? many people laughed at the name Chipettes (don't know how to spell) xD

I'm not gonna tell everything..I'm getting bored with that...So after the movie we searched for Amanda and Alissa..They were there but didn't follow us to the cinema..So we lepak a little..Then we all decided to go home after I bought my water bottle..Cute bottle..Hehehe...Then...we took the bus..And we didn't know that it was gonna rain..It started raining when we're already at the bus stop..Hahaha..

Lucky day..I know :D Then the bus came after 15-30 mins..Hehehe...After that,we reached at the bus stop near Kenneth's house..Then we ran to the Mamak shop..Sat,took tissue and wiped our body.. (hand & face I mean) Hehehe...And we were all soaking wet !! We're like what the heck? Is raining and we're already wet..So might as well just play in the rain more...We wanted to dance bounce under the rain but unfortunately..No one has a water proof camera or hp..So all being selfish..Ain't wanna sacrifice our hp :P

Funny I know..hahaha there u have,the thing what sesat will do if we're together.. :D

So then the story ended,the other Sesat went home to Alex's hse but...Me,Alex and Kenneth went Aunty Nancy's hse bcz my parents were there..Drinking..as usual right...Then scolded us..Why we played in the rain bla bla bla..As if we care xD

Just got home from school...I'm so tired..I'll blog the rest when I wake up ok?? Gtg..Byebye..Will do the rest of the blogging later.. Peace out :D

Random stories for today..

Today is not that boring...At school..Made fun of my friends..By calling her "dumbass"..Is like I'm very smart..Hahaha but I'm not..I'm trying to be..So don't judge me..I always said that..Don't judge me..WTF...Hate people judging me..who likes it anyway???

Ally went to play football with his cousins and Tim I guess..So I'm all alone..Well with my mom.. Gee.. I can't wait to go to college..Seriously..If  I get to go...Hell yeah!! Party every night.. *joke* Alex would kill me..hahaha..Who wouldn't kill me if I go party alone with anonymous people? Besides..I won't go alone..I'm not that brave to go...Anyway...Miss my gang as usual...Maybe this Sunday get to lepak with them..Hope so..That is if my mom let..Gotta go church some more..

WTF...I heard some "peoples" put some kind of bomb or something in 3 churches already? And that's because of the Christians said the word "Allah" ?? OMG...I find this very childish..Allah word also can't use ar? But why they can use the word "Jesus" and others? Why we can't say Allah? Is just a word for Christ's sake..Nobody's gonna die if they said that word...Well now you will..you might even get hurt..WTF..Why hah..People now..These days..They're getting worse..? I prefer last time..When they're still so innocent...hahaha...Who started this stupid idea ? That other people can't use the word Allah? We don't say bad things about it..Well I'm not sure with other people...So I don't care bout this crap..I think is just a waste of time..Don't you think?

And so..Now I'm hoping to go to Midvalley with hubby Alex...hahaha gonna watch movie..I wonder who's going...Hahaha..Gonna watch Alvin and the Chipmunks 2..Funny movie..I'm sure I'm gonna flip with this movie...Wooot...Then we might watch another movie but not sure what movie...Hehehe..I wan't to watch band slam...But Alex don't wan..He thinks is childish..I guess..I can't wait for the next school holidays...Hehehe..Why do we have to have schools??? WHY!!!


I'm bored right now..I wanna know...How do you feel? If someone stares at you from across the room? hahaha just a question..I might feel weird..Cz is like "hey,someone's staring at you" So your like..WTF...Who's that? Then you'll have a feeling that he/she likes you...Then you'll ask your friend to help you check it out..To see whether he/she is still looking...Then yes..He/She is still looking..then when he/she got caught looking at yr friend..hahaha..He/She will look away..Shy maybe? *blush blush* but you still would't know whether he/she likes you...Bcz is just a stare,but is weird right? I mean..Is like..There's gold all over my body or something... :D

Wooot...Who's that? Ladies and gentlemen...Boys and girls.. Introducing...
Alexander + Julyn...Hahaha (and the crowd goes wild)
Nice editing eh? Not bad for a second of look...
You know some wording you don't understand eh? The one that says shenapot botten ana ana etepo,eshemene neshemene neshemene po ...I know is weird..But that's the only line..Alex always make me laugh..Even when I'm really down...Wooot... Automatically..Smile :D
Hehehe..I like that line...Alot...So he knows me :P

This is the sesat girls..Apart form Marie..She's not with us that time...so her face is not here.. :D
Our Sesat girls motto..Ok thanks bye..Short form..OkThxBai...That's what Aaron used to say..He's amanda and Alissa's brother..Super cute..Hehehe.. Every time..he'll talk to me on skype saying "Hello Juin" Instead of Julyn..He says it Juin.. 'L' missing in action..Still young..Can't blame him nia :D

So there..My post for the day > pftd..Not photo but post..Hahaha OkThxBai... :P

Is so weird...

OMG..Can't believe I studied in sch..I mean..I listened to whatever teacher was saying..Is like Im new...Hahaha..Weird eh? I wish I was like this last year..All I thought last year was honey moon year..But I was wrong..Today's story..
The other day Alex asked me,whether Im smoking anot? So I'm like no..Who said I smoked..Actually his mom ask him to ask me..And guess who said this stupid rumors? One of Alex's auntie..Im telling you guys huh..They got no other better work to do? Always have to spoil my name in front of Alex's family?? WTF??! What I did to them ?? Nothing..What I did to Alex? I didn't hurt him or torture him..Why they're so worry I might ruin his life?

F.Y.I ..I love him and will not do anything to hurt him or whatever!! Is it because I'm mix Filipino + Chinese I can't be with him? WTH..I love him enough already..Samo what they wan from me??? I know I'm not rich or smart..Give us a break..
Trying to be kind to his family...Nobody liked it..Im not pretending to be nice or whatever if that's what you guys think..So whoever read this..Hope you all understand..I'm not a bad person..But if you wan to think that? I have no choice..So "people" leave me alone..Might as well leave me and Alex alone..We don't wan any trouble..Only childish people does that...

WTF..Samo she have to tell Auntie Jeniffer..For what? So can spoil my name to her? So that you all wan me and Alex to break? Do lar whatever you wan..I don't give a shit to whatever rumors you all talking about..For me..As long Alex believes me,and most important..That I know is not true...I'll admit to Alex whatever I did..He'll understand..And you "people" don't have to waste your time to start talking rumors about other people..OK??!!!

Hate this kind of people..You know? People dah lar being nice..trying to make friends,then stupid crap all coming out..WTF...What they're trying to prove?? These kind of people no other better work to do..Seriously...Get your own life people..I wan no trouble..!

And so today at school was ok..Studied..I mean listened to what teacher is teaching...Can you believe it? I can't either :D Had fun at the same time..Laughed alot during Sivik subject..All the crap me and my friends talked about..We'll make fun of each other..I really funny..We'll like say how they dig their nose..How the tears comes out from their eyes..We'll answer "they need to squeeze their nose then tears will come out from their eyes.." hahaha... :D

Not only that..How the boobs will move if your jumping..Hahaha how ass move when you dance..All crap...school is tiring only when the moment you wakes up..Wooot..Eyes can't open..Sometimes..I'll just sit at the toilet bowl..And sleep..Hahaha joke..I don't do that..Maybe other people does.. ^^

Me and Alex's is still okay..Got loads of argues cz of the stupid rumors..But he believed me so that's the only thing important :D

This is the Sesat family...

Alissa + Danilo + Me + Alex :D Cute eh? hahaha..

So I'm like wondering...Why my post pictures..small..Weird...

There's this 1 girl..Priscilla something...She posted happy new year to Alex through Facebook..So he replied..Happy new year too..That girl said..You too babe...WTF,who is she to call him babe?? I only can call him that..But then he's smart enough..He deleted the post before I can scold that bitch..Hahaha..

(sorry for bad words)~ *Blush blush* I mean you can tall or whatever I don't mind..But by calling BABE??? That's too much.. Hate these people also...Aiyoo...

Okay..I miss my sesat gang...Long time never get to lepak..Most probably this weekend :D

Outing to Berjaya Times Square,Sg. Wang and Pavilion

I'll just let the pictures do the talking..I'm not in the mood to type..

That's Pavilion...

Me,Michelle and Melrick..Look at what his doing with his finger? *keep your finger to yourself dude...*

That's me and Melrick..yes,the boy with the finger..eww...hahaha...

That's a wishing fountain? That's what the sign said..Em.."toss a coin and make a wish on the crystal fountain at Pavilion" I think that's what they wrote on the sign...we toss many coins...10 sens.. But we never make any wish..Hahaha joke...I did...

Hahaha me and Melrick..Michelle's not in the mood to take pictures... *my ear!!! T_T*

That's what I ate for lunch..Yummy... :D Is a ham and cheese polo bun..At old-town white coffee...Hehehe...

That's the food inside the bun..Hahaha really yummy :D

That's what I drank..Mocha something something ... Hahaha I forgot...Ice blended :D

I got bored...Mirror for school... Hehehe :D

Sorry..No pics from Sg wang or Times Square...Got no time...

Just got home from school..Tired and sleepy...It was ok for the first day of school..Hehehe...I've noticed something...Someone in my class kept on looking at me...Don't know why... ROFL...Had alot of fun with friends...Sat in front of the class..With my buddy...Koshilia :D friends for 9 years...Never apart ^^ Love her...And Navina :D Best buddies... The picture is larger in my other blog...Onsugar blog...